I love reading. God often speaks to me through books or uses them to answer questions I don`t seem to find an answer to anywhere else. As usual, I packed some books to take with me on our outreach to St. Lucia. About two weeks into my outreach, I start to read a story about a Nobody named Ordinary, from the land of Familiar being one day woken up to his dream that was given to him by Dream Giver himself. As Ordinary sets on a journey he has to face many obstacles and challenges to pursue his dream. Right after he overcomes fear of stepping into the unknown and sets on his journey he gets into the place called Wasteland. The path disappears, he walks for days in circles with no directions as where to go next and what`s worst Dream Giver remains silent. He is nowhere to be found. Where is Dream Giver when he needs him the most? Moreover, the closer he gets to his dream, the more he starts to miss the Land of Familiar. Finally, when he arrives into the Land of Promise and finds his dream, it leaves him disappointed as what he sees looks nothing like his dream at first.
The first two weeks on our outreach, I found myself walking in Ordinary`s steps. Missing my Land of Familiar, things that I am used to, things that make sense to me, people I know, routine I can rely on. This certainly does not look like anything I dreamed about or asked for. What`s worst, I can`t find any trace of Dream Giver in all of this at all. Yet it was so clear to me that coming to Belize was God`s plan for my life. It was there where I experienced his presence in such a powerful way. Is it possible that He would just leave us now? Was this all a mistake? Although I cannot see him now, I can`t believe that He would have just forgotten about us being here. Then I read in Isaiah 43,10 You are my witness and my servant whom I have chosen, so that you may KNOW and TRUST me. Belize was a place where God called us to get to know Him. Our outreach is a place where God wants to teach us to trust Him. We can trust Him only when things don`t seem to make sense. When things get difficult and confusing, when we lose a sign of Him. We are called to trust in the Lord with all our hearts and do not lean on our own understanding (Proverb 3,5). We learn to be patient, believe that he never leaves us and He is still in control.
During our third week here in St. Lucia, we had an opportunity to minister in Villa St. Joseph, a nursing home for elderly people. When we arrived to Dennery, a small town where the nursing home is situated and asked for direction, we were offered a free ride in a local Police car. The nursing home is run by Catholic church and takes care of elderly people in need. We got to know mainly the ladies there. We painted their nails, talked and prayed with them. After our prayer for Mariah, we were surprised to hear her telling us about freedom she experienced after our prayer. It reminded us of words spoken to us before our trip had even begun that our team was to bring freedom to the island. We spent our free day enjoying one of the most beautiful beaches in St. Lucia. Near the end of the week we visited a local YWAM base, met with staff and students and discussed various mission opportunities available on the island. We are excited to learn where God will lead us in next the coming weeks.
Lenka Novotna – DTS student, January, 2015Read More